Check out what Nate has to say about faith at the end of this post. Although I honestly do not believe that my situation is as severe as what he is facing, I do think that alot of what he had to say about what he is learning through his blogging is what I have been learning through this adoption. God knew that Michael's adoption was going to take this long and He knows when Michael is coming home. I just have to surrender that completely to Him and let Him do what is best. He (God) does know a whole lot more than me about what is best anyway, afterall He knows everything. El Shaddai!